Purple Cloud - The Humanoid Typhoon lyrics

[Intro: Karui] Please show me the way and hold my hand And tell me all you know [Verse 1] I don't want to say rockabye To the child of a concubine And at the same time I find myself in this predicament Like, I know that it's a blessing raising up a kid with a wife But I don't want to put my heart in someone else's sight They might a**a**inate all that I have left Lone wolf until my last breath But that's only a part of me The other side is whole heartedly Aching for someone to take this place And then maybe we'll get to making a future But Lucifer's truly testing my patience So much responsibility in raising my seed Making sure that he's studying hard and he's in the top three Or hoping that she won't go through the motions And these men won't leave her wounds open And she won't be choked by the thorns that I've seen Plus the fact that they may never know God And that's what really k**s me Letting them know that at one time I was broken and filthy But all that I say can not sway their decision So I would just pray and wait For the day they say they're forgiven And accepting that he has risen so in turn we can rise No telling who's in there future They could be wolves in disguise I don't want the lies to tear my child apart Depart from whatever is dark I know that road can seem oh so cold Until you need a spark My selfish sinful state of mind can not fathom Bearing a child Am I Able? My Cain is made out of Adam So even with the darkest grime I must shine Regardless of if I'm not sublime or fine My mind's similar to wine It gets better with time Reminded of all that has made me This child is not ready to have a baby But maybe, in due time This Lupin can heal a heart and not steal it I'm far from a villain No vigilante pleads for children [Chorus: Karui] Who is God? Oh should I fear thee? Will He love me just like you? x2 [Outro] Understand I am just a man With no special plans Landed in a place I can not stand With my own two hands Building up my castle out of sand Then crash Just another victim to the stampede that is Vash