[Intro: Insan Gomez]
It's gloomy; It's raining
The sun rays fight to shine through, and I reminisce my mistakes
High in the clouds, though the sky is clear and blue
What have I done? Why am I alone?
I knew that in time he, along with with everyone and everything else, would decay around me
It hadn't always been this way, though the world has always been cruel
I laughed, I sang, I danced, I smiled
Ha, He liked it when I smiled
I knew what was happening around me;
There was no darkness, no hopelessness, no doubt
Just the silence of a thousand voices reminding me of what I did wrong
[Chorus: Joule of Source Act]
Trials and tribulations leave me lost in this world
I try to save myself but I'm so far gone
Can I right the wrongs that have happened to me?
And make all these problems faded memories?
[Verse 1: Erev of Source Act]
Uh
From the first kiss to my first hug
When I first saw you girl I knew I feel in love
From the first night till our first fight
I was holding on to you with all my might
But I can't change - what you done to me
You took my heart and drove - without a key
You let me crash and burn - without concern
They say love is a game but when is my turn
Now you see everything's different
From the time we started to the time we ended
You said it wouldn't change
I doubt it'd be the same
The same promise broke were they same ones we made
From way back then - do you remember back then?
All those good time when you said we were friends
All those good nights
And all those good days
Ayy - why can't it be the same?
[Chorus]
[Verse 2: NYX of Source Act]
Atleast your happy now, Im left with no closure
Wanting to roll over, trying to keep my composure
But you're in a better place, I need to remember to that
You were in a lot of pain, maybe its best that you ended that
But nah, I still think it was selfish
I wanted you here by my side, not hell bent
You were a heaven sent angel from the sky; reminiscing
You brings a tear to my eye; Im so distant
Will I feel like that my whole life?
You were my prescription, won't you come back tonight
I swear I'd make the world light up for you
It'd never be dark again, just a bright hue
Just come back boo, you were my best friend
My other half, it was perfect, with you worth it
You know I'd fight your demons if you wanted
But you didn't wanna burden me so now you're a goner
Rest in Peace
[Chorus]
[Verse 3: Somantic]
Uh
I had to get a hold of my past
Its slippery-
I'm having trouble letting go all that you did to me
Better off without you what had happened to our meant to be's
Lies and memories; Friend to enemy, Jealousy
Slow to reply - Quick to regret
You had told other guys
Click intercept
Am I ready to move on I think I will in a sec
The only love that's left is on your lipsticked cigarettes
And I saw the rest of my life in our silhouette
As the hours turned to minutes you were quick to forget
All the love that you left
The love I gave in ignorance
The last last straw
But what's left for me to sip this with
The pain is all gone now
Scarred tissue
But when I sober up you know your boy gon miss you
Feelings are gone. Numb
Like anesthesia
Our memories are fading
Heartbreak, amnesia
[Chorus]
[Verse 4: Mr. Crow of Source Act]
*squawks*
Mr. Crow is in the house
I used to be a shy shady guy
Maybe I was afraid of finding a lady that I could come by
But I did, had a baby, loved her, I don't know why
She didn't even seem to try to reveal my secret side
I lied and sighed she didn't pick up a single sign
It was time to strike I found a knife that I could hide
My tongue was tied, I was gonna flip the tide
But sh** she had a gun and it was aimed right at my side
I tried to fight, but her grip was too tight
I bit, she whined, her fright led to flight
I tried to rip her intentions with might, I tried to confide
Why I would ever k** her, but she didn't even buy it
The last plot I attempted, I won't ever regret
I cracked her neck with a quick tug of my wrist
Moral of the story is that I'm an aggressor
I'll sever your swollen throat for my own pleasure
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