NYX - Faded Memories (Music Video Version) lyrics

[Intro: Insan Gomez] It's gloomy; It's raining The sun rays fight to shine through, and I reminisce my mistakes High in the clouds, though the sky is clear and blue What have I done? Why am I alone? I knew that in time he, along with with everyone and everything else, would decay around me It hadn't always been this way, though the world has always been cruel I laughed, I sang, I danced, I smiled Ha, He liked it when I smiled I knew what was happening around me; There was no darkness, no hopelessness, no doubt Just the silence of a thousand voices reminding me of what I did wrong [Chorus: Joule of Source Act] Trials and tribulations leave me lost in this world I try to save myself but I'm so far gone Can I right the wrongs that have happened to me? And make all these problems faded memories? [Verse 1: Erev of Source Act] Uh From the first kiss to my first hug When I first saw you girl I knew I feel in love From the first night till our first fight I was holding on to you with all my might But I can't change - what you done to me You took my heart and drove - without a key You let me crash and burn - without concern They say love is a game but when is my turn Now you see everything's different From the time we started to the time we ended You said it wouldn't change I doubt it'd be the same The same promise broke were they same ones we made From way back then - do you remember back then? All those good time when you said we were friends All those good nights And all those good days Ayy - why can't it be the same? [Chorus] [Verse 2: NYX of Source Act] Atleast your happy now, Im left with no closure Wanting to roll over, trying to keep my composure But you're in a better place, I need to remember to that You were in a lot of pain, maybe its best that you ended that But nah, I still think it was selfish I wanted you here by my side, not hell bent You were a heaven sent angel from the sky; reminiscing You brings a tear to my eye; Im so distant Will I feel like that my whole life? You were my prescription, won't you come back tonight I swear I'd make the world light up for you It'd never be dark again, just a bright hue Just come back boo, you were my best friend My other half, it was perfect, with you worth it You know I'd fight your demons if you wanted But you didn't wanna burden me so now you're a goner Rest in Peace [Chorus] [Verse 3: Somantic] Uh I had to get a hold of my past Its slippery- I'm having trouble letting go all that you did to me Better off without you what had happened to our meant to be's Lies and memories; Friend to enemy, Jealousy Slow to reply - Quick to regret You had told other guys Click intercept Am I ready to move on I think I will in a sec The only love that's left is on your lipsticked cigarettes And I saw the rest of my life in our silhouette As the hours turned to minutes you were quick to forget All the love that you left The love I gave in ignorance The last last straw But what's left for me to sip this with The pain is all gone now Scarred tissue But when I sober up you know your boy gon miss you Feelings are gone. Numb Like anesthesia Our memories are fading Heartbreak, amnesia [Chorus] [Verse 4: Mr. Crow of Source Act] *squawks* Mr. Crow is in the house I used to be a shy shady guy Maybe I was afraid of finding a lady that I could come by But I did, had a baby, loved her, I don't know why She didn't even seem to try to reveal my secret side I lied and sighed she didn't pick up a single sign It was time to strike I found a knife that I could hide My tongue was tied, I was gonna flip the tide But sh** she had a gun and it was aimed right at my side I tried to fight, but her grip was too tight I bit, she whined, her fright led to flight I tried to rip her intentions with might, I tried to confide Why I would ever k** her, but she didn't even buy it The last plot I attempted, I won't ever regret I cracked her neck with a quick tug of my wrist Moral of the story is that I'm an aggressor I'll sever your swollen throat for my own pleasure Hehehe