[Verse 1]
I'm seating here staring at the wheel
Eyes reder than the break lights
Parked with the keys in the ignition
But I'm drunk so I can't drive, yeah
You can tell by the speech there was something in the water
Plus I'm smoking on them Leaves same colour as the dress that I bought her
[Hook]
I'm sorry, She's Sorry
Everybody's got some f**ed up apologies
Thank you mama, for tryna raise me
Though I wish I wasn't alive somedays
No Palm trees, no corn greens
Just a young corn underneath this concrete
Its your fault, We could have had it all
So tonight I'm gonn' ball 'till I fall
But uhm
[Hook]
I'm not addicted to d**
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm not a victim of love
Everyone's jus' hatin', they jus' hatin' yeah, yeah
You said I'm missing something beautiful
I jus' wanna see the same things that you saw
But uhm
I'm not addicted to d**
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
[Verse 2]
I'm Puffing lye on a saturday night
Thinkin' I'm losing my religion
The next morning hung over
At the sunday service qouting scriptures, yeah
I know I'm not afraid of dying
But maybe I'm afraid of living
Cause life ain't promised to us all
But I know d**h is given
[Hook]
He is sorry, she is sorry
Everybody's got some f**ed up apologies
Thank you mama, for tryna raise me
Though I wish I wasn't alive most days
No Palm trees, no corn greens
Just a young corn buried in the concrete
Its your fault, We could have had it all
So tonight I'm gonn' ball 'till I fall
But uhm
[Hook]
I'm not addicted to d**
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm not a victim of love
Everyone's jus' hatin', they jus' hatin' yeah, yeah
You said I'm missing something beautiful
I jus' wanna see the same things that you saw
But uhm
I'm not addicted to d**
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah
[Instrumentals]
[Hook]