[Verse]
Feel like I wanna light up a J
Just to forget about the stresses
Of all of my exes
Take it all away
Step back, let it fade
Why you bringing up sh** from back in the day
You go out of the way
Try to submerge me with some depression waves
What else you gonna say
You ain't perfect neither, so let's just leave it today
Accusations lead to frustrations
And like everything, we start to just fade away
Then we start to contemplate
What if I did this, what if I did that
What if I quit rap, could I make anything change
You were all I wanted, bow tie and gift wrap
Hell I even stopped movement in the trap
But here we are still dealt with all this crap
Yeah it's true, I still be thinking of you
But you'll never see from my point of view
Hence why I don't accept your Instagram request too
And I know you got a new guy that's fine
I'll find someone, but I'mma just give it time
I ain't in no rush
I ain't got no crush
Not many people that I trust
Too many people out here that lust
Trust and Love that's a must
JaMarcus Russell, first round draft pick, we was a bust
[Verse 2]
Put me on a lie detector, I still won't fold
And if the truth ain't told, the lies won't show
But that be for the homies that be out there selling blow
With you I'mma keep it real I been that way from the get go
I ain't never cheated, you just thought so
Girls always run there mouth, that I thought you know
Those lies, ain't true. But we, ain't cool
Cause you did, sh** too
Man that sh** still f**s with me
I can't get it out of my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Money therapy, I just bathe in the bread
Think about right now instead
And where I'm at today, you can at least give me cred
I guess love is only a trend
Everybody want it, but they don't picture an end
I got a message to you, but I hesitate to press send
So I'll just say it right here and thank you instead