MWill - X lyrics

[Verse] Feel like I wanna light up a J Just to forget about the stresses Of all of my exes Take it all away Step back, let it fade Why you bringing up sh** from back in the day You go out of the way Try to submerge me with some depression waves What else you gonna say You ain't perfect neither, so let's just leave it today Accusations lead to frustrations And like everything, we start to just fade away Then we start to contemplate What if I did this, what if I did that What if I quit rap, could I make anything change You were all I wanted, bow tie and gift wrap Hell I even stopped movement in the trap But here we are still dealt with all this crap Yeah it's true, I still be thinking of you But you'll never see from my point of view Hence why I don't accept your Instagram request too And I know you got a new guy that's fine I'll find someone, but I'mma just give it time I ain't in no rush I ain't got no crush Not many people that I trust Too many people out here that lust Trust and Love that's a must JaMarcus Russell, first round draft pick, we was a bust [Verse 2] Put me on a lie detector, I still won't fold And if the truth ain't told, the lies won't show But that be for the homies that be out there selling blow With you I'mma keep it real I been that way from the get go I ain't never cheated, you just thought so Girls always run there mouth, that I thought you know Those lies, ain't true. But we, ain't cool Cause you did, sh** too Man that sh** still f**s with me I can't get it out of my head Sometimes I wish I was dead Money therapy, I just bathe in the bread Think about right now instead And where I'm at today, you can at least give me cred I guess love is only a trend Everybody want it, but they don't picture an end I got a message to you, but I hesitate to press send So I'll just say it right here and thank you instead