Zeph:
I been sitting in my room lucid dreaming for weeks
My tongue is swelled up, i can't breathe
I can't muster a word, speak
Think im in control
And i walk on a lonely road
And i talk to these succubi
And i tell them to leave me alone
Lose myself in my phone
I got an addiction to others
I don't take care of myself
Ain't been the same since my mother
Hide my face in the covers
Idea of dying, i love it
But i can't let these people down
I look into the stars and watch thesе fu*kers frown
Never been to keen of taking carе of me for myself
Always put others before me, whether the weather is stormy
I wish that someone had warned me of the issues before me
But i just succumb to my brain and text her again when im horny
Tryna get off of a pill called inertia
You might've bruised me but im sorry that i hurt ya
Once again a pest, im sorry to desert ya
Nickg:
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Cortez:
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Zeph, nickg & cortez:
Aye, im just a hikikomori
Sit in my room observing momento mori
I got a lot of stupid sh*t i need to fix
And i know i won't get better like this
Like this, like this, life's a b*tch
Another day scribbled in the wall in chalk
Another day where im refusing to talk
Im in denial when the going gets hot
Strive to be a better person, i just watch myself rot