MF Zeph - Hikikomori lyrics

Zeph: I been sitting in my room lucid dreaming for weeks My tongue is swelled up, i can't breathe I can't muster a word, speak Think im in control And i walk on a lonely road And i talk to these succubi And i tell them to leave me alone Lose myself in my phone I got an addiction to others I don't take care of myself Ain't been the same since my mother Hide my face in the covers Idea of dying, i love it But i can't let these people down I look into the stars and watch thesе fu*kers frown Never been to keen of taking carе of me for myself Always put others before me, whether the weather is stormy I wish that someone had warned me of the issues before me But i just succumb to my brain and text her again when im horny Tryna get off of a pill called inertia You might've bruised me but im sorry that i hurt ya Once again a pest, im sorry to desert ya Nickg: {redacted} Cortez: {redacted} Zeph, nickg & cortez: Aye, im just a hikikomori Sit in my room observing momento mori I got a lot of stupid sh*t i need to fix And i know i won't get better like this Like this, like this, life's a b*tch Another day scribbled in the wall in chalk Another day where im refusing to talk Im in denial when the going gets hot Strive to be a better person, i just watch myself rot