Whole life, I was pardoned by a smile
Started as a child, I was guarded for a while
Took every inhibition that was left then in me
From a dead destiny and discarded to the pile
I was startled by the wild. Harnessing the heartening
Of every part of me that had been hardened by the vials
Getting carded for a carton at the market
Ardent artist with a heart in pardon, barfing on the tiles
And I know things get the ways I said that they wouldn't
And I know things get the ways I said that they shouldn't
But they did
And now it's like I don't know where to turn from it
Talking about being blunt, I wanna burn one it's
Like I have to be on a drug just to learn something
Eat my words, gaining calories I burned running
Always shooting down sh** like I'm bird hunting
Apologize to anybody that my words punished
Looking back to the past I reacted aghast
All the time that it took wasn't worth nothing
Looked at it like the bright blast where I live my life last
Came from what was striked black, now I'm in a white flash
Thought that it was priceless, now I'm feeling lifeless
Feeling like this just must have been the pricetag
Hash via ice bags saved me from a lot of sh**
Like focusing on accomplishments