Mathias Kruse - They Did lyrics

Whole life, I was pardoned by a smile Started as a child, I was guarded for a while Took every inhibition that was left then in me From a dead destiny and discarded to the pile I was startled by the wild. Harnessing the heartening Of every part of me that had been hardened by the vials Getting carded for a carton at the market Ardent artist with a heart in pardon, barfing on the tiles And I know things get the ways I said that they wouldn't And I know things get the ways I said that they shouldn't But they did And now it's like I don't know where to turn from it Talking about being blunt, I wanna burn one it's Like I have to be on a drug just to learn something Eat my words, gaining calories I burned running Always shooting down sh** like I'm bird hunting Apologize to anybody that my words punished Looking back to the past I reacted aghast All the time that it took wasn't worth nothing Looked at it like the bright blast where I live my life last Came from what was striked black, now I'm in a white flash Thought that it was priceless, now I'm feeling lifeless Feeling like this just must have been the pricetag Hash via ice bags saved me from a lot of sh** Like focusing on accomplishments