I'm just sittin here listening
To the people below me wanting what they missing
Like their son who was taken out of their lives
Saying wish he was here wishing he was still alive
It ain't a pretty world man it can take the ones you love most
Being k**ed by a n***as gat,or overtaken on the dose,now hes with the holy ghost
Outside all i hear is dissing
See a bunch a two timers kissing
And a jacker taken away a womans diamond glistening
Drive byes happening on the street
Hearing gunshots n n***as falling to their feet
k**ing his own n***as brother and leavin mother in a smother
And doesnt even come to his funeral and its cruel
To let a brother die a brutal murder,nice move motherf**er you just took moms most precious j**el
Now she ain't got nothing else to lose
She lost you the day you grabbed that .42
And took a n***as life away n she heard about it and wish it wasn't true
To believe that her own blood became a cold blooded k**er
She couldn't live with it and she took the Glock and pulled the trigger
Now youre the only one left cause your dad died the same way
Was a snitch ended in a ditch and they found him the very next day
But all you cared about was getting p**y and d**
Its pathetic cause youre just another wannabe like all the other thugs
And you saw your moms name in the obituary section
And you started to go into a self deception
And wish there was a way for a resurrection
To bring her back,so you could restart and make a change
Rearrange and exchange so you dont become a f**ing worthless derange
But youve made your choice this world ain't worth saving
Weve made the image of what it is now,lying and cheating on our b**hes
k**in the motherf**in snitches,stealing and drug dealing n makin into riches
Doing it the sleazy way now we have blood on our hands
Of listening to the demands its as bad as bein a member of the Ku Klux Klan
Cause you k**ed your own blood man now you ain't got no soul
Decided to shoot a bullet hole lose all self control and its all over for you when the last bell tolls
And now behind steel bars and it won't end well
Cause when i hear the last bell i'll be going straight to hell
Already know that the holy gates are closed for me
I ain't free,im at my knees screaming to god give me a second chance please
Im f**ing praying that hes listening
I ain't whispering,im yelling through my lungs so hard that im blistering