Masta M - New rhyme lyrics

I'm just sittin here listening To the people below me wanting what they missing Like their son who was taken out of their lives Saying wish he was here wishing he was still alive It ain't a pretty world man it can take the ones you love most Being k**ed by a n***as gat,or overtaken on the dose,now hes with the holy ghost Outside all i hear is dissing See a bunch a two timers kissing And a jacker taken away a womans diamond glistening Drive byes happening on the street Hearing gunshots n n***as falling to their feet k**ing his own n***as brother and leavin mother in a smother And doesnt even come to his funeral and its cruel To let a brother die a brutal murder,nice move motherf**er you just took moms most precious j**el Now she ain't got nothing else to lose She lost you the day you grabbed that .42 And took a n***as life away n she heard about it and wish it wasn't true To believe that her own blood became a cold blooded k**er She couldn't live with it and she took the Glock and pulled the trigger Now youre the only one left cause your dad died the same way Was a snitch ended in a ditch and they found him the very next day But all you cared about was getting p**y and d** Its pathetic cause youre just another wannabe like all the other thugs And you saw your moms name in the obituary section And you started to go into a self deception And wish there was a way for a resurrection To bring her back,so you could restart and make a change Rearrange and exchange so you dont become a f**ing worthless derange But youve made your choice this world ain't worth saving Weve made the image of what it is now,lying and cheating on our b**hes k**in the motherf**in snitches,stealing and drug dealing n makin into riches Doing it the sleazy way now we have blood on our hands Of listening to the demands its as bad as bein a member of the Ku Klux Klan Cause you k**ed your own blood man now you ain't got no soul Decided to shoot a bullet hole lose all self control and its all over for you when the last bell tolls And now behind steel bars and it won't end well Cause when i hear the last bell i'll be going straight to hell Already know that the holy gates are closed for me I ain't free,im at my knees screaming to god give me a second chance please Im f**ing praying that hes listening I ain't whispering,im yelling through my lungs so hard that im blistering