I'm not amused anymore
and nothing's a muse anymore
I sing of love and of hate
but I'm just masturbating my soul
And I don't wanna live anymore
and I don't wanna give anymore
if I fawn if I flirt, I just keep getting hurt
and it's taken it's toll
I wish I could f** all my sorrow away
and f** til the dawn of the next f**in' day
f** the chorus and verse
f** the pain getting worse
f** it all til I burn
I wish I could f** all of you til you see
I'm the worst f** up in all history
f** your image and mine
f** your limp valentine
f** it all til I learn
I'm not a kid anymore
I don't know what I did anymore
but on every damn pa**
karma bushwhacks my a**
and I get it all back
and I don't wanna move anymore
I've got nothing to prove anymore
if I run if I sit
still it all turns to sh**
then it turns to attack
I wish I could f** all my sorrow away
and f** til the dawn of the next f**in' day
f** the chorus and verse
f** the pain getting worse
f** it all til I burn
I wish I could f** all of you til you see
I'm the worst f** up in all history
f** your image and mine
f** your limp valentine
f** it all til I learn
I wish I could f** all the memory I keep
f** the next 10 years and just go to sleep
I'm f**ed if I do and I'm f**ed if I say
f**ed if I don't so I'm f**ed anyway
I wish I could f** all of you til you see
I don't need your mercyf** sympathy
f** your words and your prayers
f** your stares and my cares
f** it all til I learn