I'm not amused anymore and nothing's a muse anymore I sing of love and of hate but I'm just masturbating my soul And I don't wanna live anymore and I don't wanna give anymore if I fawn if I flirt, I just keep getting hurt and it's taken it's toll I wish I could f** all my sorrow away and f** til the dawn of the next f**in' day f** the chorus and verse f** the pain getting worse f** it all til I burn I wish I could f** all of you til you see I'm the worst f** up in all history f** your image and mine f** your limp valentine f** it all til I learn I'm not a kid anymore I don't know what I did anymore but on every damn pa** karma bushwhacks my a** and I get it all back and I don't wanna move anymore I've got nothing to prove anymore if I run if I sit still it all turns to sh** then it turns to attack I wish I could f** all my sorrow away and f** til the dawn of the next f**in' day f** the chorus and verse f** the pain getting worse f** it all til I burn I wish I could f** all of you til you see I'm the worst f** up in all history f** your image and mine f** your limp valentine f** it all til I learn I wish I could f** all the memory I keep f** the next 10 years and just go to sleep I'm f**ed if I do and I'm f**ed if I say f**ed if I don't so I'm f**ed anyway I wish I could f** all of you til you see I don't need your mercyf** sympathy f** your words and your prayers f** your stares and my cares f** it all til I learn