[Verse 1: Ludus]
I've been on my grind
I've been on my mind
Tryna find myself, but I'm just so hard to find
They cannot see my vision
They must be so f**in blind
Tryna find myself, but I'm just so hard to find
Yeah, chill the homies
Trapped in my mind so I feel hella lonely
Talking that sh** but you don't even know me
Yeah, yeah, trapped in mind!
Feel paranoid so I'm looking behind
Life hella dark, man I feel like I'm blind
They think that I care but I don't even mind
Where tf is ludus, he's so hard to find
Yeah, feeling elevated, dedicated, motivated, but I'm feeling isolated, woah!
Mothaf**as really acting like they made it, never hated, Tryna have a conversation, no!
Goddamn, Best believe yo self!
Cause really f** everyone else
Never to fail, i got up after I fell
f** em I tell em it's health over wealth
[Verse 2: Ludus]
So how can survive
Yeah, how can I survive?
Yeah, ive been surrounded by lies
Don't get to say bye in the moment die
Will I be a legend, will I be that guy?
The moment I die, I don't y'all to cry!
Just go to my music and hear me alive!
And be happy for me that I'm up in the sky
When I'm in my grave, I better have a tie
So I can be fresh in the moment I fly!
Remember me happy, just go with the vibe
These are just feelings I'm feeling inside
These are the reason I'm trapped in my mind
Looking for myself but I'm so hard to find
Life hella short so i put On my grind!
Cannot see my vision they be f**ing blind
k**ing this sh**, bet I'm living this life!
Stuck in the dark, Tryna look for the light
Evading the wrong, Tryna do what is right (
Wise Mothaf**a like I'm dizzy wright
Spilling my soul every time that I write
Feeling like sh** but I say I'm alright
Gonna make it, you know I'm bringing my tribe
This music sh** got me feeling alive
Yeah, every really wanna rap now!
Put me on a song? Motherf**a better back down
Told me to sit down but you know I never sat down
Feeling isolated but it's all in my mind
Spitting that crack, man it's all on a line
On A Mission for ludus, he's so hard to find
k**in' the villains like Optimus prime
Gonna go to the hills, b**h I'm ready to climb
[Verse 3: Ludus]
Oh god oh god oh god
God please, what am I doing
The things that I do, what am I Pursuing
Nothing but improving and just keep on moving
It's either I make it or become a ruin
They ask what am I doing
I tell em I'm cooling
But I'm really working
Puttin' that work in
Looking around, I see them all lurking
Looking at me, I see myself hurting
Oh my god, I need help!
Never put my soul for sale
The plug came through up with his scale
I took a hit and k**ed a cell
Riding deep, cop in our tail
Got pulled over went to jail
I'm f**ed up that's life oh well!
[Verse 4: Ludus
I'm k**ing this sh** every minute
f** your opinion, no never quit it
It took me a moment/ a moment to figure
That I'm only headed for bars and the figures
They think that they got it but I got it bigger
They thinkin' they sick but I'm flowing it sicker
Want you to consider, I'm never a quitter
f** all that sh** that you talking on Twitter
Yeah, I'm never f**ing with the b**hes, never headed for the money, never headed for the riches
Only in it for the music, while they be hella malicious
(Alien Breathes)
Cause everybody want the game right now
It's ludus mothaf**a put the mic down
Thinking you better, get outta my sight now!
k**ing this sh**, gonna go get it right now!
Put Gainesville on the map, right now!
[Verse 5: Ludus]
What will I do?
I'm just chilling with voodoo
Planning out what we will do
I'm Spitting what I have been through
Life is fast, look how I grew
I've been at it, I ain't new
If I died, what will they do?
Man I'm talking about my crew
I love you all, I wish you knew
That when my life was just getting colder
My team was there ri-ri-right on my shoulder
Now I'm getting older, fight like soldier
I'm like a car, the music my motor
I wanna spread love, nah I'm never vulgar
But if you want it, i'll be f**ing ogre
So f** everybody, I'll fight till it's over
I'm gone.......