Ludus - On My Mind lyrics

[Verse 1: Ludus] I've been on my grind I've been on my mind Tryna find myself, but I'm just so hard to find They cannot see my vision They must be so f**in blind Tryna find myself, but I'm just so hard to find Yeah, chill the homies Trapped in my mind so I feel hella lonely Talking that sh** but you don't even know me Yeah, yeah, trapped in mind! Feel paranoid so I'm looking behind Life hella dark, man I feel like I'm blind They think that I care but I don't even mind Where tf is ludus, he's so hard to find Yeah, feeling elevated, dedicated, motivated, but I'm feeling isolated, woah! Mothaf**as really acting like they made it, never hated, Tryna have a conversation, no! Goddamn, Best believe yo self! Cause really f** everyone else Never to fail, i got up after I fell f** em I tell em it's health over wealth [Verse 2: Ludus] So how can survive Yeah, how can I survive? Yeah, ive been surrounded by lies Don't get to say bye in the moment die Will I be a legend, will I be that guy? The moment I die, I don't y'all to cry! Just go to my music and hear me alive! And be happy for me that I'm up in the sky When I'm in my grave, I better have a tie So I can be fresh in the moment I fly! Remember me happy, just go with the vibe These are just feelings I'm feeling inside These are the reason I'm trapped in my mind Looking for myself but I'm so hard to find Life hella short so i put On my grind! Cannot see my vision they be f**ing blind k**ing this sh**, bet I'm living this life! Stuck in the dark, Tryna look for the light Evading the wrong, Tryna do what is right ( Wise Mothaf**a like I'm dizzy wright Spilling my soul every time that I write Feeling like sh** but I say I'm alright Gonna make it, you know I'm bringing my tribe This music sh** got me feeling alive Yeah, every really wanna rap now! Put me on a song? Motherf**a better back down Told me to sit down but you know I never sat down Feeling isolated but it's all in my mind Spitting that crack, man it's all on a line On A Mission for ludus, he's so hard to find k**in' the villains like Optimus prime Gonna go to the hills, b**h I'm ready to climb [Verse 3: Ludus] Oh god oh god oh god God please, what am I doing The things that I do, what am I Pursuing Nothing but improving and just keep on moving It's either I make it or become a ruin They ask what am I doing I tell em I'm cooling But I'm really working Puttin' that work in Looking around, I see them all lurking Looking at me, I see myself hurting Oh my god, I need help! Never put my soul for sale The plug came through up with his scale I took a hit and k**ed a cell Riding deep, cop in our tail Got pulled over went to jail I'm f**ed up that's life oh well! [Verse 4: Ludus I'm k**ing this sh** every minute f** your opinion, no never quit it It took me a moment/ a moment to figure That I'm only headed for bars and the figures They think that they got it but I got it bigger They thinkin' they sick but I'm flowing it sicker Want you to consider, I'm never a quitter f** all that sh** that you talking on Twitter Yeah, I'm never f**ing with the b**hes, never headed for the money, never headed for the riches Only in it for the music, while they be hella malicious (Alien Breathes) Cause everybody want the game right now It's ludus mothaf**a put the mic down Thinking you better, get outta my sight now! k**ing this sh**, gonna go get it right now! Put Gainesville on the map, right now! [Verse 5: Ludus] What will I do? I'm just chilling with voodoo Planning out what we will do I'm Spitting what I have been through Life is fast, look how I grew I've been at it, I ain't new If I died, what will they do? Man I'm talking about my crew I love you all, I wish you knew That when my life was just getting colder My team was there ri-ri-right on my shoulder Now I'm getting older, fight like soldier I'm like a car, the music my motor I wanna spread love, nah I'm never vulgar But if you want it, i'll be f**ing ogre So f** everybody, I'll fight till it's over I'm gone.......