[Hook]
It took two tabs and, 4 grams
A little bit of liquor man it had me on my a**
[Verse 1]
Heart attack, layin' in the street
When I should've been at home writin' raps or makin' beats
I talk Mark on my dad on the phone
You dead I'm about to die
I love you and Mom
They can't suit me on
My ma check my phone
So the f** the eyes middle can you please just take me home
On the ride home and ma doesn't listen to me
Looking at me like she the one who f**in' did it to me
Can we talk from valet or drive to Mexico
She said we got no money
I said we can do this sh** at home
My voice broke
What's wrong with my mouth
My momma lookin' at me and the tears comin' out
She lookin' at me like who the f** is in this seat
It sure ain't my son
Well yeah mom it's me
I can't help it
I'm not happy
Stop yellin' at me
Nobody want to listen yo that's why I'm rappin'
Got home
Heart still trippin'
f** that I just y'all to listen
Lay down, dead man as f**
Got up
Gave em' a big old hug
Saaaaaiid
You know I'm still your son
Heartbroke, all I want is your love
And I guess, that's all I really want
Somebody to love me
No matter what I've done..
Woke up
Different person
Imma stop lyin'
And Imma stop hurtin'
Text her this is like what's up
Can we talk it's no rush
She said what now
About had enough
She just got off work so she came to my house
Sitting in the car and I let it all out
I told her everything
She started crying
I felt like sh**
But at least I wasn't lyin'
All she ever wanted
Was the f**in' truth
And now that she got it
What the f** we gonna do
And I ask for a hug...
The last time I'll ever touch the only girl I love
And I was cryin'
And that's something I don't do
I ain't f**in' cry since I lost my last baby tooth
[Hook Revised]
It took two tabs and, four grams
A little bit of liquor just to realize who I am
[Verse 2]
To realize what I want
Somebody to love
Somebody to f** and cuddle when we done
Somebody to accept me
Somebody to protect me
I need something fulfillin' 'cause right now Im feelin' empty
And I know that men aren't supposed to share their emotions
But it's the truth and I'm done f**in' holdin' in
All this sh** I felt, for years
I don't need your s** baby just give me your ears
The crazy thing is
I had it all then
And I lost it all because I was so damn scared
[Hook revised]
It took two tabs and, four grams
A little bit of liquor sh** I had a heart attack
Two tabs and, four grams
A little bit of liquor just to change who I am