[Hook] It took two tabs and, 4 grams A little bit of liquor man it had me on my a** [Verse 1] Heart attack, layin' in the street When I should've been at home writin' raps or makin' beats I talk Mark on my dad on the phone You dead I'm about to die I love you and Mom They can't suit me on My ma check my phone So the f** the eyes middle can you please just take me home On the ride home and ma doesn't listen to me Looking at me like she the one who f**in' did it to me Can we talk from valet or drive to Mexico She said we got no money I said we can do this sh** at home My voice broke What's wrong with my mouth My momma lookin' at me and the tears comin' out She lookin' at me like who the f** is in this seat It sure ain't my son Well yeah mom it's me I can't help it I'm not happy Stop yellin' at me Nobody want to listen yo that's why I'm rappin' Got home Heart still trippin' f** that I just y'all to listen Lay down, dead man as f** Got up Gave em' a big old hug Saaaaaiid You know I'm still your son Heartbroke, all I want is your love And I guess, that's all I really want Somebody to love me No matter what I've done.. Woke up Different person Imma stop lyin' And Imma stop hurtin' Text her this is like what's up Can we talk it's no rush She said what now About had enough She just got off work so she came to my house Sitting in the car and I let it all out I told her everything She started crying I felt like sh** But at least I wasn't lyin' All she ever wanted Was the f**in' truth And now that she got it What the f** we gonna do And I ask for a hug... The last time I'll ever touch the only girl I love And I was cryin' And that's something I don't do I ain't f**in' cry since I lost my last baby tooth [Hook Revised] It took two tabs and, four grams A little bit of liquor just to realize who I am [Verse 2] To realize what I want Somebody to love Somebody to f** and cuddle when we done Somebody to accept me Somebody to protect me I need something fulfillin' 'cause right now Im feelin' empty And I know that men aren't supposed to share their emotions But it's the truth and I'm done f**in' holdin' in All this sh** I felt, for years I don't need your s** baby just give me your ears The crazy thing is I had it all then And I lost it all because I was so damn scared [Hook revised] It took two tabs and, four grams A little bit of liquor sh** I had a heart attack Two tabs and, four grams A little bit of liquor just to change who I am