How can one not
See all they've done?
How can one not
Wish to become?
Strange how light can become darkness
Struggling along the way
Caught amongst the webs of fear
Of many godless days
Can't stop now
I need to know
So much angst
I can't go slow
Guilt will become a teacher
Through the iniquities of time
A will to become much stronger
Towards their respect divine, respect divine
Many are those countless days when I stooped myself so low
But all I crave and wish for now is the gift for me to know
The gift to know
Have I shown enough respect
Towards this progeny
Have I proved that I am worthy
Of living in their name
Guilt will become a teacher
Through the iniquities of time
A will to become much stronger
Towards their respect divine, respect divine
How can one never see through this I will never understand
That most of that we cast upon is inflicted by our own hands
I might never reach what I intend to be
But God knows that I'm f**ing trying
To be towards mine as you were always to me
The respect that I have is undying
It needs to glow
What exactly does it take
To twist all around the bends?
How does one get armoured
To prevent a bitter end?
Knowing there is one last thing
That I must put to practice
So f**ing goddamn crystal clear
But so hard for me to master
It's that temper
That f**ing temper
It's my temper
My f**ing temper