Loathe (MT) - Respect Divine lyrics

How can one not See all they've done? How can one not Wish to become? Strange how light can become darkness Struggling along the way Caught amongst the webs of fear Of many godless days Can't stop now I need to know So much angst I can't go slow Guilt will become a teacher Through the iniquities of time A will to become much stronger Towards their respect divine, respect divine Many are those countless days when I stooped myself so low But all I crave and wish for now is the gift for me to know The gift to know Have I shown enough respect Towards this progeny Have I proved that I am worthy Of living in their name Guilt will become a teacher Through the iniquities of time A will to become much stronger Towards their respect divine, respect divine How can one never see through this I will never understand That most of that we cast upon is inflicted by our own hands I might never reach what I intend to be But God knows that I'm f**ing trying To be towards mine as you were always to me The respect that I have is undying It needs to glow What exactly does it take To twist all around the bends? How does one get armoured To prevent a bitter end? Knowing there is one last thing That I must put to practice So f**ing goddamn crystal clear But so hard for me to master It's that temper That f**ing temper It's my temper My f**ing temper