I've been stuck in between
Everything that I've grown to love
And growing up
But I'm not gonna stop
So you can shut your mouth and go
Keep your opinions to yourself
I'm gonna work it out I swear
Last time that I saw you
You told me I'm "never going anywhere"
I cannot take another day
Of this constant static state
The future paints with shades of gray
What lies ahead I cannot say
I've been playing tug of war
With who I am and who I used to be
It's going to take some time
To make it out of this damn city
I haven't felt alive
Since that last week in July
And ever since I feel like
I'm just waiting here to die
I'm falling apart at the seams
I've made such a mess of everything
I can't tell you how much this means
To finally be leaving