I've been stuck in between Everything that I've grown to love And growing up But I'm not gonna stop So you can shut your mouth and go Keep your opinions to yourself I'm gonna work it out I swear Last time that I saw you You told me I'm "never going anywhere" I cannot take another day Of this constant static state The future paints with shades of gray What lies ahead I cannot say I've been playing tug of war With who I am and who I used to be It's going to take some time To make it out of this damn city I haven't felt alive Since that last week in July And ever since I feel like I'm just waiting here to die I'm falling apart at the seams I've made such a mess of everything I can't tell you how much this means To finally be leaving