[Verse: Komato$e]
Concentration of the best leads to the worst sh**
Vulgar thoughts of mine shift into voodoo curses
Compromise time, do I go with the flow of things
Or work hard against the current for my golden rings?
'Cause I've reveled in suicide for too long
Leading me to believe I could only write blue songs
For them blue notes
C's like crips do
Low-energy, never snap like a sh**zu
Only complaint I have left for this earth is
Why'd you bring me into this pain and this hurtin'?
I know somebody's after me, but I'm no longer paranoid
5 hours left, I could even scare the Noid
With the damage I could do, my flow's ameboid
Face facts someday? Nah, not me, boy
Never frantic, it's why I got Xanax
Spend the day gettin' slandered for my antics
I push boulders up hills just for them to fall down
24/7, no payment if we all lounge
Watch the solemn bounce back in no time
The rest can have fun, f**in' off until showtime
Why show interest just to look normal
When all the others lookin' at me so scornful?
And I don't like vodka
I only sip co-prometh on the rocks, proper
How backwards is it that for fun
I do things that people actually need to function
To the point where the hospital becomes a second home
Absurdism runs through veins only, I suppose