Komato_e - Camu$ lyrics

[Verse: Komato$e] Concentration of the best leads to the worst sh** Vulgar thoughts of mine shift into voodoo curses Compromise time, do I go with the flow of things Or work hard against the current for my golden rings? 'Cause I've reveled in suicide for too long Leading me to believe I could only write blue songs For them blue notes C's like crips do Low-energy, never snap like a sh**zu Only complaint I have left for this earth is Why'd you bring me into this pain and this hurtin'? I know somebody's after me, but I'm no longer paranoid 5 hours left, I could even scare the Noid With the damage I could do, my flow's ameboid Face facts someday? Nah, not me, boy Never frantic, it's why I got Xanax Spend the day gettin' slandered for my antics I push boulders up hills just for them to fall down 24/7, no payment if we all lounge Watch the solemn bounce back in no time The rest can have fun, f**in' off until showtime Why show interest just to look normal When all the others lookin' at me so scornful? And I don't like vodka I only sip co-prometh on the rocks, proper How backwards is it that for fun I do things that people actually need to function To the point where the hospital becomes a second home Absurdism runs through veins only, I suppose