[Verse 1]
Maybe someday I'll learn my lesson
Count every blessin instead of stressin
When life gets me down instead of depressin
I grab my pen and paper to take out my aggression
I wonder why life's got to be hard
Got no answers feeling like a retard
Life f**s us all that's how i lost my v card
But my flows so hot this mics gonna be charred
Sometimes i feel like a lost cause
Trying to be perfect but everybody's got flaws
My life was almost ruined because of pot laws
But i still hit more greens than g olf balls
Doubt I'll see tomorrow I'm just glad i get to see today
So sick of strugglin man there's got to be a better way
Still can't find a job with better pay
And I'm still f**ing driving a broke down Chevrolet
But i know I'm gonna be alright
If its fight for flight I'm gonna be all fight
If you party with me its gonna be all night
Before you judge me lets see yall write
But i know that most of yall phony
Stab me in my back and pretend to be my homie
Why you talkin sh** when you don't even know me
I'll be like your cash cuz you can f**in blow me
I'm so f**in sick of being lonely
When life gets me down I'm smoking weed by the oz
I'm so high I feel like I'm bout to od
If you think I"m crazy now well you shoulda seen the old me
[Hook]
Slip away from your pain and to your grave sometimes I feel the pain
And o yeah the pain does it feel the same and thats the way it is so slip away
Slip away slip away slip away from the pain
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wish I could have a blank slate
Got paid today and but my bills still ain't paid
Lookin for a bag of weed to make my pain fade
Sometimes I think smoking is the only way I stay sane
I don't wanna test fate I gotta get my head straight
Land lord is b**hing because rents late
Anything I say can be used against me
I smoke weed I'm confessing so go ahead arrest me
Gettin high just shouldn't be a crime
Its the only way to free my mind that's why I do it all the time
If the police say they ain't smokin weed they lying
How can you arrest me for it when I know you get high
I'm gettin fed up with the bullsh**
I can't bring a b**h home cuz I ain't got a cool whip
But i'll never give up because only a fool quits
My flow is so hot you're never gonna cool it
I'm grateful my father raised me right
Make the best of every day because it could be the day you die
Once you stop hating the difference is day and night
Life is a game if you ain't havin fun you ain't playin right
I've seen more sh** than a b aby wipes
But i'll never back down I'm always gonna stay and fight
My dad told me what pride was and then gave me a j to light
I will never sell out because I don't need the pay to write
I've got to find a way to make the pain slip away
Because this sh** is really starting to get to me
I wish pain and sorrow would just admit defeat
I might not get tomorrow but I'm just glad I get today
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I once heard no pain no gain
But all I feel is pain and there ain't no gain
Just trying to stay sane and I can't maintain
sh** you'll never understand me even if we had the same brain
I don't give a f** if yall judge me
You can say I can't flow or say I'm ugly
Say I'm just a white boy who shouldn't rap on thug beats
I'm proud of who I am and you can't take that from me
Sometimes I stare up in the night sky
Wondering when its my time what will happen when I die
If you take a look at my life I never lived the high life
But I make the best of every day because time flies
Time is flying by and there is nothing that I can do
But just make sure to learn from all the sh** I've been through
Remember all the good times not the times I've been blue
And forget all the haters and all the times they've been rude
To all my homies that I've lost I miss you
And when I'm gone I hope I am missed too
Before you judge a man walk a mile in his shoes
See if that doesn't change your opinion on the issues
Hoping today will be the day things change
Wishing I could get high but my dealer doesn't take change
Stranger to money and its probably gonna stay strange
This song is for you if you have ever felt the same rage
But no matter what I'm always gonna stay strong
Life is just a game and I guess i used to play wrong
I used to complain and b**h all day long
Now I'm going to stay grateful until my pain is gone
[Hook]