Kobza - Slip away lyrics

[Verse 1] Maybe someday I'll learn my lesson Count every blessin instead of stressin When life gets me down instead of depressin I grab my pen and paper to take out my aggression I wonder why life's got to be hard Got no answers feeling like a retard Life f**s us all that's how i lost my v card But my flows so hot this mics gonna be charred Sometimes i feel like a lost cause Trying to be perfect but everybody's got flaws My life was almost ruined because of pot laws But i still hit more greens than g olf balls Doubt I'll see tomorrow I'm just glad i get to see today So sick of strugglin man there's got to be a better way Still can't find a job with better pay And I'm still f**ing driving a broke down Chevrolet But i know I'm gonna be alright If its fight for flight I'm gonna be all fight If you party with me its gonna be all night Before you judge me lets see yall write But i know that most of yall phony Stab me in my back and pretend to be my homie Why you talkin sh** when you don't even know me I'll be like your cash cuz you can f**in blow me I'm so f**in sick of being lonely When life gets me down I'm smoking weed by the oz I'm so high I feel like I'm bout to od If you think I"m crazy now well you shoulda seen the old me [Hook] Slip away from your pain and to your grave sometimes I feel the pain And o yeah the pain does it feel the same and thats the way it is so slip away Slip away slip away slip away from the pain [Verse 2] Sometimes I wish I could have a blank slate Got paid today and but my bills still ain't paid Lookin for a bag of weed to make my pain fade Sometimes I think smoking is the only way I stay sane I don't wanna test fate I gotta get my head straight Land lord is b**hing because rents late Anything I say can be used against me I smoke weed I'm confessing so go ahead arrest me Gettin high just shouldn't be a crime Its the only way to free my mind that's why I do it all the time If the police say they ain't smokin weed they lying How can you arrest me for it when I know you get high I'm gettin fed up with the bullsh** I can't bring a b**h home cuz I ain't got a cool whip But i'll never give up because only a fool quits My flow is so hot you're never gonna cool it I'm grateful my father raised me right Make the best of every day because it could be the day you die Once you stop hating the difference is day and night Life is a game if you ain't havin fun you ain't playin right I've seen more sh** than a b aby wipes But i'll never back down I'm always gonna stay and fight My dad told me what pride was and then gave me a j to light I will never sell out because I don't need the pay to write I've got to find a way to make the pain slip away Because this sh** is really starting to get to me I wish pain and sorrow would just admit defeat I might not get tomorrow but I'm just glad I get today [Hook] [Verse 3] I once heard no pain no gain But all I feel is pain and there ain't no gain Just trying to stay sane and I can't maintain sh** you'll never understand me even if we had the same brain I don't give a f** if yall judge me You can say I can't flow or say I'm ugly Say I'm just a white boy who shouldn't rap on thug beats I'm proud of who I am and you can't take that from me Sometimes I stare up in the night sky Wondering when its my time what will happen when I die If you take a look at my life I never lived the high life But I make the best of every day because time flies Time is flying by and there is nothing that I can do But just make sure to learn from all the sh** I've been through Remember all the good times not the times I've been blue And forget all the haters and all the times they've been rude To all my homies that I've lost I miss you And when I'm gone I hope I am missed too Before you judge a man walk a mile in his shoes See if that doesn't change your opinion on the issues Hoping today will be the day things change Wishing I could get high but my dealer doesn't take change Stranger to money and its probably gonna stay strange This song is for you if you have ever felt the same rage But no matter what I'm always gonna stay strong Life is just a game and I guess i used to play wrong I used to complain and b**h all day long Now I'm going to stay grateful until my pain is gone [Hook]