Let me walk you all through a certain type of a day
That I had to live on my own day to day
Sitting a dark room feeling away from the world
Mind swirls twist and twirls, sight was faded
Thoughts abandoned, ones I loved were hated
Felt like I was bent in cause I was able to fold
So much on my plate, didn't know what to hold
Tried thinking with my heart, in the end let it go
Got caught in between the knot, not as sweet as a bow
Had a vision, but no mission
So far in the future was my destination
Never knew when I got in this position
Lost sight of what for I was in this fight
New life that went wrong, look back long ago
Life was as beautiful as lullaby song though
Will this get better; think not its turning me
What I grow to be like an isolated tree
Feels like everyone said f** me
Chorus
Lately its seems like I'm drifting away
Hoping on board, but a dead soul I lay
I've been too long on my own, I feel lost
Deep in this private world, I'm coming back
Verse 2
Didn't know what was going on, toyed mentally
Thoughts suicidal, thank god he didn't commit me
Didn't know but felt like depression, oppression
To what I wanted and didn't feel the necessity
Same repetitive routine with no activities
Hockey and rap was an excuse but didn't help me
Instead
Gained weight, hated school, negativity brightened
No sign as something called the word enlightened
Freights heightened, and in a cage I was hiding
Lost focus and hope, sailing on boat, so cold no coat
So stressed, falling behind, lost interest, depressed
Walking around in sweats, and my face leaking with sweat
When am I done with this sh**, it's not what I chose
But I suppose I got do this for my lows
Then will I rise from demise and fly over the blue skies
Cause it felt like everyone lives but not everyone dies
Chorus
Lately its seems like I'm drifting away
Hoping on board, but a dead soul I lay
I've been too long on my own, I feel lost
Deep in this private world, I'm coming back