KJuniorOfficial - Drifting Away lyrics

Let me walk you all through a certain type of a day That I had to live on my own day to day Sitting a dark room feeling away from the world Mind swirls twist and twirls, sight was faded Thoughts abandoned, ones I loved were hated Felt like I was bent in cause I was able to fold So much on my plate, didn't know what to hold Tried thinking with my heart, in the end let it go Got caught in between the knot, not as sweet as a bow Had a vision, but no mission So far in the future was my destination Never knew when I got in this position Lost sight of what for I was in this fight New life that went wrong, look back long ago Life was as beautiful as lullaby song though Will this get better; think not its turning me What I grow to be like an isolated tree Feels like everyone said f** me Chorus Lately its seems like I'm drifting away Hoping on board, but a dead soul I lay I've been too long on my own, I feel lost Deep in this private world, I'm coming back Verse 2 Didn't know what was going on, toyed mentally Thoughts suicidal, thank god he didn't commit me Didn't know but felt like depression, oppression To what I wanted and didn't feel the necessity Same repetitive routine with no activities Hockey and rap was an excuse but didn't help me Instead Gained weight, hated school, negativity brightened No sign as something called the word enlightened Freights heightened, and in a cage I was hiding Lost focus and hope, sailing on boat, so cold no coat So stressed, falling behind, lost interest, depressed Walking around in sweats, and my face leaking with sweat When am I done with this sh**, it's not what I chose But I suppose I got do this for my lows Then will I rise from demise and fly over the blue skies Cause it felt like everyone lives but not everyone dies Chorus Lately its seems like I'm drifting away Hoping on board, but a dead soul I lay I've been too long on my own, I feel lost Deep in this private world, I'm coming back