Thank you for the broken heart
From your lack of loyalty
I'm paid out with these bars
Feels like you're employing me
I guess I never made it hard
For you to be destroying me
But it's gotten me very far
Like I should give you royalties
I've done very bad things to myself
To deal with the pain that you caused me
You even handed me the d**
Sat there, enabled, and watched me
I'm awfully tired of the runaround
I'm awfully tired of this runaround
I'm way too lost to be here right now
Hate being alone but I fear the crowd
Too many fakes and the phonies, nothing real around
Gets me manic then I'm saddened and it wears me down
Manic, manic, manic days
Enjoy it while it lasts in case
It never comes back again
Never comes back again
Saddened, saddened, saddened days
I hate being in my depressive stage
Just take it til it goes away
Take it til it goes away
RIP who I use to be, moment of silence
I almost couldn't recognize the love without the violence
But I no longer let those who don't love me define it
So now I wonder if I'd recognize God without the doctrine