Thank you for the broken heart From your lack of loyalty I'm paid out with these bars Feels like you're employing me I guess I never made it hard For you to be destroying me But it's gotten me very far Like I should give you royalties I've done very bad things to myself To deal with the pain that you caused me You even handed me the d** Sat there, enabled, and watched me I'm awfully tired of the runaround I'm awfully tired of this runaround I'm way too lost to be here right now Hate being alone but I fear the crowd Too many fakes and the phonies, nothing real around Gets me manic then I'm saddened and it wears me down Manic, manic, manic days Enjoy it while it lasts in case It never comes back again Never comes back again Saddened, saddened, saddened days I hate being in my depressive stage Just take it til it goes away Take it til it goes away RIP who I use to be, moment of silence I almost couldn't recognize the love without the violence But I no longer let those who don't love me define it So now I wonder if I'd recognize God without the doctrine