[Verse 1] :
The pa**word to my phone is still the day we got together
The ring that you gave me still lays around my finger
I'm sorry I lost the bracelet we shared
And I lost the love we had
I lost you all in these tears
Is it weird that I'm happy being sad?
Maybe I'm just used to losing all I ever have
Maybe I'm just used to the gloom of my room
And I just bring the dark with me to wherever that I move
Them high heels on your birthday
We had the college wildin' first kiss on a Thursday
I'm in my best mood
Whenever you smile
And I've been feeling like sh**, cause I ain't seen you in a while
Had the boys going wow but you were mine and they knew it
Couldn't ever get a trial
We turn heads in the street
Blacked out, they're like owls 180 to peep
Fall asleep in my arms
When I'm hot then you're cold we should even it out
Baby please leave your anxiety to me
Cause I'm the only in the world that can set you free
Less stress hunny less stress
More s** baby scream yes
The way we started was at its best
So how the hell did we end up in this mess
[Verse 2]:
We got like 4 different hand shakes
Put a stop to your rage like a hand break
A lot of the times that rage was directed at me
But you know how it is I'm steady working on me
And what I could be or should be
It's my fault tryna love you without me
It's your fault tryna hold me to closely
It's the space that I need
I realise we're human beings and we're built off of greed
Now imagine this
A worn out puzzle
Do catch my drift?
We used to fit perfectly till the little bits
They chip away, now the puzzle still fits
But we're just flawless
We we're definitely toxic
Too immune to admit that we lost it
I've never experienced a pain greater than losingmyfriend
You're my best friend
My girlfriend
The last time the world meant a thing
Was right when I said that last thing
And we've been crying for the past 10
My gut feeling saying that its gotta end
You're insisting on us being friends
But I love you for real man, I can't play pretend
How'd we end up a mess
If this was the future that we met
Do you think that the two of us could love until our d**h?