[Verse 1] : The pa**word to my phone is still the day we got together The ring that you gave me still lays around my finger I'm sorry I lost the bracelet we shared And I lost the love we had I lost you all in these tears Is it weird that I'm happy being sad? Maybe I'm just used to losing all I ever have Maybe I'm just used to the gloom of my room And I just bring the dark with me to wherever that I move Them high heels on your birthday We had the college wildin' first kiss on a Thursday I'm in my best mood Whenever you smile And I've been feeling like sh**, cause I ain't seen you in a while Had the boys going wow but you were mine and they knew it Couldn't ever get a trial We turn heads in the street Blacked out, they're like owls 180 to peep Fall asleep in my arms When I'm hot then you're cold we should even it out Baby please leave your anxiety to me Cause I'm the only in the world that can set you free Less stress hunny less stress More s** baby scream yes The way we started was at its best So how the hell did we end up in this mess [Verse 2]: We got like 4 different hand shakes Put a stop to your rage like a hand break A lot of the times that rage was directed at me But you know how it is I'm steady working on me And what I could be or should be It's my fault tryna love you without me It's your fault tryna hold me to closely It's the space that I need I realise we're human beings and we're built off of greed Now imagine this A worn out puzzle Do catch my drift? We used to fit perfectly till the little bits They chip away, now the puzzle still fits But we're just flawless We we're definitely toxic Too immune to admit that we lost it I've never experienced a pain greater than losingmyfriend You're my best friend My girlfriend The last time the world meant a thing Was right when I said that last thing And we've been crying for the past 10 My gut feeling saying that its gotta end You're insisting on us being friends But I love you for real man, I can't play pretend How'd we end up a mess If this was the future that we met Do you think that the two of us could love until our d**h?