Bury my heart in the backyard
It's just gotten so heavy to carry
With all that we are
Oh god I'm grinding down my teeth
I can't disguise myself or swallow my grief
I feel like I hate everyone and everything
I'm like Holden Caufield I'm
(Wearing my heart on my sleeve)
I've outgrown this box
This place it s**s
These people I can't stand
You used to feel the same
When we used to talk
When you used to know my name
Maybe you were right in thinking that I should stay the night
Cause were losing touch
I've been grieving too much
And I dreamt you were a ghost
Haunting this head from my bed post
Oh god, I feel like I'm washing away
(I'd rather die)
Than let these bones dry and decay
I guess I'm not man enough
To stand tall and tough
To catch daggers with my spine
My mother's d**h tore me up
I know I've had it rough
I think about you all the time
Have you outgrown this box?
This place still s**s
These people you can't stand
You used to feel the same
When we used to talk
When you used to know my name
I can't believe I waited up for you
And all sh** that you put me through
I let the blood run red and blue
When my shoulders grew
Having to bear you on my own