Kid Dreamer - Losing Touch lyrics

Bury my heart in the backyard It's just gotten so heavy to carry With all that we are Oh god I'm grinding down my teeth I can't disguise myself or swallow my grief I feel like I hate everyone and everything I'm like Holden Caufield I'm (Wearing my heart on my sleeve) I've outgrown this box This place it s**s These people I can't stand You used to feel the same When we used to talk When you used to know my name Maybe you were right in thinking that I should stay the night Cause were losing touch I've been grieving too much And I dreamt you were a ghost Haunting this head from my bed post Oh god, I feel like I'm washing away (I'd rather die) Than let these bones dry and decay I guess I'm not man enough To stand tall and tough To catch daggers with my spine My mother's d**h tore me up I know I've had it rough I think about you all the time Have you outgrown this box? This place still s**s These people you can't stand You used to feel the same When we used to talk When you used to know my name I can't believe I waited up for you And all sh** that you put me through I let the blood run red and blue When my shoulders grew Having to bear you on my own