I grab my pencil thinking im specail
Cause of all the sh** i've been through
But i try not thinking of the past
Like how i've been tortured
Took me along time to recover
Mostly my whole my life i havnt seen any sun
My dad says "i'll always be there whenever you need it"
How's that possible when your not even in my life anymore?
Just because i moved to the res
I'd lost family that i'll never think who'll leave me
Do you see how much you hurt me?
I only rap just to see if any one cares
My life tared back in 07
When my mom pa**ed onto a better life
There's not a day that goes bye where tears come from my eyes
Every day some one new says good bye
One day it'll be my turn
Then i come to see my mom