Ken - Rap to see if anyone cares lyrics

I grab my pencil thinking im specail Cause of all the sh** i've been through But i try not thinking of the past Like how i've been tortured Took me along time to recover Mostly my whole my life i havnt seen any sun My dad says "i'll always be there whenever you need it" How's that possible when your not even in my life anymore? Just because i moved to the res I'd lost family that i'll never think who'll leave me Do you see how much you hurt me? I only rap just to see if any one cares My life tared back in 07 When my mom pa**ed onto a better life There's not a day that goes bye where tears come from my eyes Every day some one new says good bye One day it'll be my turn Then i come to see my mom