Awake But Dreaming
*Verse 1*
Working every Monday/
All the way through Sunday/
Listening to music thinking maybe one day/
Maybe one day maybe one day/
We can have it like Kanye/
Touring around the year/
Without any hint of fear/
Of when our next paycheck will be here/
But maybe I wasn't clear/
I'm not stopping I'll always persevere/
You see chasing this dream is just a matter of time/
Every obstacle is all in the mind/
The season started and it's time for play off/
So I'm stuck in the lab knowing it'll pay off/
It's make it or break it/
Now my mind is awakened/
You see they say that they hate it/
How can they when it hasn't been made yet/
All the thoughts on my mind/
Driving me insane to the point that I cry/
But all I can really do is try/
So I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling/
Thinking of clever way to word all these feelings/
Picturing when I'm finally making these millions and the day/
That the crowd is finally screaming my name/
Now I feel like drake because nothing is the same/
I lost almost everyone they all turned fake/
I wanted more and my hunger manifested to pain/
But it's too late to know it/
You're provoking every emotion/
To music I've been devoted/
I'm going crazy co*k it back and unload it/
Everything I've ever been through everything I've ever seen/
It's all coming together and helping find a better me/
I'm putting it all together so that it'll no longer be a dream/
So we gotta get it/
Cause nothing is ever given/
You struggle to make a living/
How can that ever be consider living/
So I'll stay grinding until I make a k**ing/
And when I'm there I'll sit back and reminisce on these feelings/
I feel it it's coming just give me six years to this day/
It's all in motion the plan is underway/
*Chorus*
See I been losing my mind while tryna stay sane/
Yeah I been losing my mind while tryna stay sane/
These thoughts are taking hold on my brain/
I wish things wouldn't have changed/
But it was all for the better even though it seems/
I should just give up but I know the vision I've seen/
So I'm stuck working awake while caught in a dream/