Kelby Clark - Awake But Dreaming lyrics

Awake But Dreaming *Verse 1* Working every Monday/ All the way through Sunday/ Listening to music thinking maybe one day/ Maybe one day maybe one day/ We can have it like Kanye/ Touring around the year/ Without any hint of fear/ Of when our next paycheck will be here/ But maybe I wasn't clear/ I'm not stopping I'll always persevere/ You see chasing this dream is just a matter of time/ Every obstacle is all in the mind/ The season started and it's time for play off/ So I'm stuck in the lab knowing it'll pay off/ It's make it or break it/ Now my mind is awakened/ You see they say that they hate it/ How can they when it hasn't been made yet/ All the thoughts on my mind/ Driving me insane to the point that I cry/ But all I can really do is try/ So I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling/ Thinking of clever way to word all these feelings/ Picturing when I'm finally making these millions and the day/ That the crowd is finally screaming my name/ Now I feel like drake because nothing is the same/ I lost almost everyone they all turned fake/ I wanted more and my hunger manifested to pain/ But it's too late to know it/ You're provoking every emotion/ To music I've been devoted/ I'm going crazy co*k it back and unload it/ Everything I've ever been through everything I've ever seen/ It's all coming together and helping find a better me/ I'm putting it all together so that it'll no longer be a dream/ So we gotta get it/ Cause nothing is ever given/ You struggle to make a living/ How can that ever be consider living/ So I'll stay grinding until I make a k**ing/ And when I'm there I'll sit back and reminisce on these feelings/ I feel it it's coming just give me six years to this day/ It's all in motion the plan is underway/ *Chorus* See I been losing my mind while tryna stay sane/ Yeah I been losing my mind while tryna stay sane/ These thoughts are taking hold on my brain/ I wish things wouldn't have changed/ But it was all for the better even though it seems/ I should just give up but I know the vision I've seen/ So I'm stuck working awake while caught in a dream/