[Verse 1:]
Kiss the barrel with the tip in my lips
Guess I slipped, f**ing loaded six in the clip
Put it in my mouth, click cabang
Blow my brains out, nobody miss a thang
If only it was that easy but it's hard
I've been waiting years just to pull this motherf**ing card
Bottle of pain pills, push down and turn
A whole handful swallowed and nobody's concerned
'Nother handful and a f**ing cat nap
Next thing you know, I'm laying in the back
Of a hearse in a coffin, do I regret it?
f** no I'm glad my brains look like shredded lettuce
Everything I do is influenced or straight copied
Walking round town with my wrist all sloppy
I ain't f**ing unique, I'm worthless as the rest
That's why I'm bout to stop this heartbeat in my chest
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All these thoughts run through my head
I wanna be gone, I wanna be dead
All these thoughts run through my brain
Put a bullet in my head and an end to the pain
[Verse 2:]
Get behind the wheel going 185
On an 85 stretch b**h I'm ready to die
Either head on collision or rolled in a ditch
f** this, slam the breaks - car pileup, b**h
Tying the noose, making sure it ain't loose
Make sure it's real tight with my neck in the loop
Chair in my closet, fasten my throat
Kick the chair out from underneath me, here goes
Watch as it all fades to black
As my vision shuts off and I choke and hack
My body laying lifeless in the closet for years
Til somebody finally checks on me, no tears
Cut my wrist and finally hit the vein
And that's the day that I finally forget the pain
Now I'm bleeding to d**h, in my bedroom crying
I've been waiting for this day, sh** I ain't lying
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[Verse 3:]
Cyanide capsules will put me away
When I shut off my lights and everything's gray
Swallow them both with a gla** of water
Then I can finally surpa** this monster
I'm sick of my thoughts, I'm sick of my brain
I'm sick of my life and I'm sick of my pain
That's why I got this blade and I'm slittin' my veins
And I'm bout to leave my brains all over the paint
I wish I would've been a f**ing miscarriage
Or abortion or SIDS k**ed me off in the carriage
I wish my mom was PRO-Choice not PRO-Life
And the doctors had to remove me I would've had no life
I wrote this sitting in the bathtub, close my eyes
Go to sleep underneath watch the water rise
Lungs fill up with hot water and d**h
That's all I inhaled with my very last breath
[Hook x2]
[Outro:]
f** this sh**!
(BANG!) Uh!
Ha ha ha ha
Yeah, right
Freek sh**
We'll never die
b**h!