K. Hanson - The End... (To the Pain) lyrics

[Verse 1:] Kiss the barrel with the tip in my lips Guess I slipped, f**ing loaded six in the clip Put it in my mouth, click cabang Blow my brains out, nobody miss a thang If only it was that easy but it's hard I've been waiting years just to pull this motherf**ing card Bottle of pain pills, push down and turn A whole handful swallowed and nobody's concerned 'Nother handful and a f**ing cat nap Next thing you know, I'm laying in the back Of a hearse in a coffin, do I regret it? f** no I'm glad my brains look like shredded lettuce Everything I do is influenced or straight copied Walking round town with my wrist all sloppy I ain't f**ing unique, I'm worthless as the rest That's why I'm bout to stop this heartbeat in my chest [Hook x2:] All these thoughts run through my head I wanna be gone, I wanna be dead All these thoughts run through my brain Put a bullet in my head and an end to the pain [Verse 2:] Get behind the wheel going 185 On an 85 stretch b**h I'm ready to die Either head on collision or rolled in a ditch f** this, slam the breaks - car pileup, b**h Tying the noose, making sure it ain't loose Make sure it's real tight with my neck in the loop Chair in my closet, fasten my throat Kick the chair out from underneath me, here goes Watch as it all fades to black As my vision shuts off and I choke and hack My body laying lifeless in the closet for years Til somebody finally checks on me, no tears Cut my wrist and finally hit the vein And that's the day that I finally forget the pain Now I'm bleeding to d**h, in my bedroom crying I've been waiting for this day, sh** I ain't lying [Hook x2] [Verse 3:] Cyanide capsules will put me away When I shut off my lights and everything's gray Swallow them both with a gla** of water Then I can finally surpa** this monster I'm sick of my thoughts, I'm sick of my brain I'm sick of my life and I'm sick of my pain That's why I got this blade and I'm slittin' my veins And I'm bout to leave my brains all over the paint I wish I would've been a f**ing miscarriage Or abortion or SIDS k**ed me off in the carriage I wish my mom was PRO-Choice not PRO-Life And the doctors had to remove me I would've had no life I wrote this sitting in the bathtub, close my eyes Go to sleep underneath watch the water rise Lungs fill up with hot water and d**h That's all I inhaled with my very last breath [Hook x2] [Outro:] f** this sh**! (BANG!) Uh! Ha ha ha ha Yeah, right Freek sh** We'll never die b**h!