[Hook:]
Fade out... Again
[Intro: In Background of Hook]
Listen
I'm f**ing... Suicidal
I'm f**ing done
If there's a God up there
I'm ready... Take me
Take me, you motherf**er
I'm ready for d**h
I gotta get some sh** off my chest
My chest... My chest..
[Verse 1:]
My chest is ripped open and I'm broken inside
I spend every day choking on my words, hopin' I die
My homie's dying, heard that sh** and it hurt
Everybody take a moment just to listen to Kurt
Listen, I never thought I'd be in this position
I'm flippin' out, never thought I'd be in this condition
What's this about? Always telling me to quit the b**hin'
But of course it's different when the positions are switchin'
f** this sh**, I'm pulling the nine out
Place it in between my teeth and blow my f**ing mind out
Am I homicidal? sh**, wanna find out?
I'll shove my arm in your throat and rip your spine out
I'm not a cool kid, I'm not a nerd
I'm just a nobody and nobody hears a word
I wanna leave this planet and that sh**'s for sure
So now you know and can't say you haven't heard
That I'll fade out...
[Hook + Interlude (In background)]
Fade out... again
Yeah, I'm f**ing done man
Now that that's off my chest... I gotta go
But, uh - Before I go man
I'm taking you with me
So uh, before I go
[Verse 2:]
Before I fade out I'll pull the f**ing blade out
Sharpen it and leave a lot of f**ing bodies laid out
Being popular and fitting in that sh** is played out
That's why I sat by myself and always stayed out
In your eyes, I'm a freak I'm a loser
Everybody's begging for me to maneuver
But when I stab your a**, beggars can't be choosers
My whole life a few years... psh, a few blurs
sh**, what's the point of even goin' on
I'm letting go 'cause I'm f**ing sick of holdin' on
I'm so alone sh** it feels like there's no one on
This f**ing piece of sh** planet I've been growin' on
Say goodbye to the tears and the pain
No sunshine, spent my years in the rain
My brain's f**ed up and my fears are just strange
So I'll remove my brain and disappear in the flames
I'll fade out...
[Hook:]
Fade out... again