K. Hanson - Fade Out lyrics

[Hook:] Fade out... Again [Intro: In Background of Hook] Listen I'm f**ing... Suicidal I'm f**ing done If there's a God up there I'm ready... Take me Take me, you motherf**er I'm ready for d**h I gotta get some sh** off my chest My chest... My chest.. [Verse 1:] My chest is ripped open and I'm broken inside I spend every day choking on my words, hopin' I die My homie's dying, heard that sh** and it hurt Everybody take a moment just to listen to Kurt Listen, I never thought I'd be in this position I'm flippin' out, never thought I'd be in this condition What's this about? Always telling me to quit the b**hin' But of course it's different when the positions are switchin' f** this sh**, I'm pulling the nine out Place it in between my teeth and blow my f**ing mind out Am I homicidal? sh**, wanna find out? I'll shove my arm in your throat and rip your spine out I'm not a cool kid, I'm not a nerd I'm just a nobody and nobody hears a word I wanna leave this planet and that sh**'s for sure So now you know and can't say you haven't heard That I'll fade out... [Hook + Interlude (In background)] Fade out... again Yeah, I'm f**ing done man Now that that's off my chest... I gotta go But, uh - Before I go man I'm taking you with me So uh, before I go [Verse 2:] Before I fade out I'll pull the f**ing blade out Sharpen it and leave a lot of f**ing bodies laid out Being popular and fitting in that sh** is played out That's why I sat by myself and always stayed out In your eyes, I'm a freak I'm a loser Everybody's begging for me to maneuver But when I stab your a**, beggars can't be choosers My whole life a few years... psh, a few blurs sh**, what's the point of even goin' on I'm letting go 'cause I'm f**ing sick of holdin' on I'm so alone sh** it feels like there's no one on This f**ing piece of sh** planet I've been growin' on Say goodbye to the tears and the pain No sunshine, spent my years in the rain My brain's f**ed up and my fears are just strange So I'll remove my brain and disappear in the flames I'll fade out... [Hook:] Fade out... again