“J, Unattached”
By Julian Lozano
Copyright 2015
[Verse 1]
Stuck in this mood ‘cause sh** spawned
More troubles induced; I get conned
Into rubbish and blues, but I'm done with it, dude
I ain't' f**in' with you- Big Sean
Gotta live on. I got a route to see
A magic wand is what the mouth can be
With astounding reach: from a house to a mountain peak
The sounds can teach, but you're down when the vow is breached
Say something cold. I don't like attachment
Drain a free soul tryna fight the absence
Of the light. Insecurity: Its plight is madness
You're fighting internally just like Damascus
Life in sadness? Show it! Don't hide and mask it
Wake up and smell the roses. Your sinus pa**age
Open. You're declining fast like pilot crashes
My energy, you want it all like tyrant taxes
[Chorus]
But, I ain't gon' let you have it!
Draining me? Wait and see! I'm breaking all attachment
Oh-woah-oh! I know I'm kinda calloused
But I'm standing strong no manic pawn gon knock me off my balance
J, Unattached (just repeat that corny sh** a bunch of times until it sounds vaguely dope)
[Verse 2]
I'm not taking it personally when you're raging and curse at me
I have patience and courtesy ‘cause you're facing adversity
Just like I am. You say that: “I'm mad ‘cause you're brazen and irking me”
If I made a dollar for everytime that I heard that, I'd be debasing the currency
Snakes and their serpentine words they speak, making you nervously slur your speech
And you get loopy like you're making a cursive “E”
But, if you're staying alert and heed this verse and breathe, man, you'll sure succeed
Super Saiyan, a burst of heat like a Turkish steam bath. Burn impede
The beast that eats you of your own creation
Are we that see through? ‘cause you're phony fakin'
Like you're happy so you can work and bring home the bacon
But you're only working on the surface like exfoliation
Microabraisions won't help to heal your soul
I might slow the cadence so you can tell and feel the pulse
Of my note's vibrations. Ringing a bell and feel it toll
Starting a fire in your heart that is even melting steel and gold
Get out your hole. Makes no difference to me
I'll admit I've been cold, but that intimacy
Doesn't give you the go to drag him in the deep
Of your miserable soul. Abandon and retreat
Is what I'm gonna do. Firstly, what I tell
Is that emotionally no one can hurt me but myself
I keep my well-being not at the mercy of thy help
I don't take it personally when you're ringing my bell
I'm unattached, Unabashed
Your life is filled with drama? I love the cast
I'm only in the audience because: f** that!
You pussies sleepin' on me like I drugged a cat
You get nunchucked fast- metaphorically of course
This girl took me on a ride like a horror scene aboard
The “L” on the Chicago Transit Authority we toured
Through hell. Should've seen it coming like minority report
Oh well. . .
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
Oh, I don't have time to be cold, but baby the irony shows
‘cause I'm writing these flows with societies woes
Under the light and the privacy's blown
Why should we slow? There exists a manifold
Possibilities. Why limit me? We're incompatible!
Taking a break and sh** from relationships; takin' sabbatical
To live and travel. Go the distance in this rabbit hole
I've been mechanical in the way I'm approaching life
But, the predator came. It intended to maim and take a ferocious bite
But I'm like: “f** that!”
I'm breaking this ball and chain!
You say I have a karmic debt? Baby, it's all been paid!
We can all debate the truth or just call it, babe
“You're called to pay your dues like insolvent banks!”
We all just ate a soup of sh**, balls, and rage
Why should they pursue this and solve the case?
If you live in a gla** home, changing all the drapes
Won't limit a damn stone from making the walls-a-break
In an altered state is when you feed me the truth
I don't wanna wait. I don't need to be leaping through hoops
To accommodate all of the things that you do
It is obvious, babe, where this is leading- Blues Clues
Like freaking Blue Moon; I saw you standing alone
Abandoned and cold in the saddest of holes
I tried to pull you up. I Stretch my hand and you go
Try to pull me down with you. Like I practice Judo;
I got my balance, you know, and kicked your hand away
For me to own your problems is a bad mistake
You reap and sow the bondage in this land of slaves
You're trippin' hard! I won't be twisting arms
For you to see what I see. I'm gonna split and dart
For another experience. Know, this is art
And I can be the one that's wrong pick this apart
sh**
[Chorus Repeats]