“J, Unattached” By Julian Lozano Copyright 2015 [Verse 1] Stuck in this mood ‘cause sh** spawned More troubles induced; I get conned Into rubbish and blues, but I'm done with it, dude I ain't' f**in' with you- Big Sean Gotta live on. I got a route to see A magic wand is what the mouth can be With astounding reach: from a house to a mountain peak The sounds can teach, but you're down when the vow is breached Say something cold. I don't like attachment Drain a free soul tryna fight the absence Of the light. Insecurity: Its plight is madness You're fighting internally just like Damascus Life in sadness? Show it! Don't hide and mask it Wake up and smell the roses. Your sinus pa**age Open. You're declining fast like pilot crashes My energy, you want it all like tyrant taxes [Chorus] But, I ain't gon' let you have it! Draining me? Wait and see! I'm breaking all attachment Oh-woah-oh! I know I'm kinda calloused But I'm standing strong no manic pawn gon knock me off my balance J, Unattached (just repeat that corny sh** a bunch of times until it sounds vaguely dope) [Verse 2] I'm not taking it personally when you're raging and curse at me I have patience and courtesy ‘cause you're facing adversity Just like I am. You say that: “I'm mad ‘cause you're brazen and irking me” If I made a dollar for everytime that I heard that, I'd be debasing the currency Snakes and their serpentine words they speak, making you nervously slur your speech And you get loopy like you're making a cursive “E” But, if you're staying alert and heed this verse and breathe, man, you'll sure succeed Super Saiyan, a burst of heat like a Turkish steam bath. Burn impede The beast that eats you of your own creation Are we that see through? ‘cause you're phony fakin' Like you're happy so you can work and bring home the bacon But you're only working on the surface like exfoliation Microabraisions won't help to heal your soul I might slow the cadence so you can tell and feel the pulse Of my note's vibrations. Ringing a bell and feel it toll Starting a fire in your heart that is even melting steel and gold Get out your hole. Makes no difference to me I'll admit I've been cold, but that intimacy Doesn't give you the go to drag him in the deep Of your miserable soul. Abandon and retreat Is what I'm gonna do. Firstly, what I tell Is that emotionally no one can hurt me but myself I keep my well-being not at the mercy of thy help I don't take it personally when you're ringing my bell I'm unattached, Unabashed Your life is filled with drama? I love the cast I'm only in the audience because: f** that! You pussies sleepin' on me like I drugged a cat You get nunchucked fast- metaphorically of course This girl took me on a ride like a horror scene aboard The “L” on the Chicago Transit Authority we toured Through hell. Should've seen it coming like minority report Oh well. . . [Chorus] [Verse 3] Oh, I don't have time to be cold, but baby the irony shows ‘cause I'm writing these flows with societies woes Under the light and the privacy's blown Why should we slow? There exists a manifold Possibilities. Why limit me? We're incompatible! Taking a break and sh** from relationships; takin' sabbatical To live and travel. Go the distance in this rabbit hole I've been mechanical in the way I'm approaching life But, the predator came. It intended to maim and take a ferocious bite But I'm like: “f** that!” I'm breaking this ball and chain! You say I have a karmic debt? Baby, it's all been paid! We can all debate the truth or just call it, babe “You're called to pay your dues like insolvent banks!” We all just ate a soup of sh**, balls, and rage Why should they pursue this and solve the case? If you live in a gla** home, changing all the drapes Won't limit a damn stone from making the walls-a-break In an altered state is when you feed me the truth I don't wanna wait. I don't need to be leaping through hoops To accommodate all of the things that you do It is obvious, babe, where this is leading- Blues Clues Like freaking Blue Moon; I saw you standing alone Abandoned and cold in the saddest of holes I tried to pull you up. I Stretch my hand and you go Try to pull me down with you. Like I practice Judo; I got my balance, you know, and kicked your hand away For me to own your problems is a bad mistake You reap and sow the bondage in this land of slaves You're trippin' hard! I won't be twisting arms For you to see what I see. I'm gonna split and dart For another experience. Know, this is art And I can be the one that's wrong pick this apart sh** [Chorus Repeats]