[Verse 1]
Take a look into my eyes, see the truth that underlies
An angel on the surface but a mutant deep inside
My hue is turning black so I spray with a dye
I'm disgusted at myself so I put on a disguise
I got a past that I'm tryna hide
These stains on my hands keep me traumatized
Every breath I take I feel suffocated
My bones feel weak and irritated
Red paint on the white walls
I can see the light fade in the nightfall
Blots spill as I try to right my wrongs
Can't erase and escape the mistakes that I've drawn
Will I ever be forgiven?
Am I so far gone from the life that I was living?
They say that time heals but the scars still show
This is 20 dead souls that will never let me go, no
[Verse 2]
Wish I could take back all of the things that
Took my innocence away, now my crimes are left to pay
Every day I feel regret over the choices that I've made
Dwelling in the silence with the words I couldn't say
Misery and guilt comes rushing down my face
As the memories I dread are being constantly replayed
What have I done? What have I become?
This was what I never wanted to be but now I'm one
My wings grew heavy when I splattered them in mud
And like the son of dawn I descended from above
Rock bottom, I'm down in my Sodom
These demons won't leave ever since the day of Autumn
I fell into a trance when I turned over and glanced
At the devil as he danced, hypnotized as I advanced
Towards my obsession now my mind's in possession
Started from my adolescence, a poisonous progression
From a human to a savage, my sanity's been ravaged
Infected by sin purify my soul with lavage
I need cleansing, my body's covered in dirt
Like a corpse that's buried under the earth
I'm as dead as I'm alive, this conscience isn't mine
When I stare at my reflection I can barely even recognize
Who am I? This person isn't me
The thing I feared most is what I ended up to be
Surrounded by the dark as I bring myself to sleep
Maybe when I wake up this'll all be just a dream
[Outro]
I can never pay the price that I owe
Trying to reclaim the humanity I sold
The ghosts of my past keep reminding what I chose
This is 20 dead souls that will never let me go, no
Down low there's an evil that controls
I stared in the mirror, saw a face I didn't know
His eyes were so dark that I couldn't see his soul
This is 20 dead souls that will never let me go, no