Juzo - 20 Dead Souls lyrics

[Verse 1] Take a look into my eyes, see the truth that underlies An angel on the surface but a mutant deep inside My hue is turning black so I spray with a dye I'm disgusted at myself so I put on a disguise I got a past that I'm tryna hide These stains on my hands keep me traumatized Every breath I take I feel suffocated My bones feel weak and irritated Red paint on the white walls I can see the light fade in the nightfall Blots spill as I try to right my wrongs Can't erase and escape the mistakes that I've drawn Will I ever be forgiven? Am I so far gone from the life that I was living? They say that time heals but the scars still show This is 20 dead souls that will never let me go, no [Verse 2] Wish I could take back all of the things that Took my innocence away, now my crimes are left to pay Every day I feel regret over the choices that I've made Dwelling in the silence with the words I couldn't say Misery and guilt comes rushing down my face As the memories I dread are being constantly replayed What have I done? What have I become? This was what I never wanted to be but now I'm one My wings grew heavy when I splattered them in mud And like the son of dawn I descended from above Rock bottom, I'm down in my Sodom These demons won't leave ever since the day of Autumn I fell into a trance when I turned over and glanced At the devil as he danced, hypnotized as I advanced Towards my obsession now my mind's in possession Started from my adolescence, a poisonous progression From a human to a savage, my sanity's been ravaged Infected by sin purify my soul with lavage I need cleansing, my body's covered in dirt Like a corpse that's buried under the earth I'm as dead as I'm alive, this conscience isn't mine When I stare at my reflection I can barely even recognize Who am I? This person isn't me The thing I feared most is what I ended up to be Surrounded by the dark as I bring myself to sleep Maybe when I wake up this'll all be just a dream [Outro] I can never pay the price that I owe Trying to reclaim the humanity I sold The ghosts of my past keep reminding what I chose This is 20 dead souls that will never let me go, no Down low there's an evil that controls I stared in the mirror, saw a face I didn't know His eyes were so dark that I couldn't see his soul This is 20 dead souls that will never let me go, no