[Hook]
I'm losing my mind when I rhyme
I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind
[Verse 1]
I lost you now I'm feeling trapped, you was my life now you're gone rap
I just wish you would come back, and stop like that
You was my legacy, now you're hurting me
I don't deserve the sh** I gotta be, the curse I gotta see
But even worse it's hard to see
These words I'm saying
The rhythm I'm explaining
Its insane and
Life's a b**h, i am not rich and, I hate this life I'm living in
Did I grow up I don't remember this, do you remember when I first started, I had to keep practising, still now I'm saying
[Bridge]
I want you to be there when I need a friend
What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me
I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same
Life is so hard and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard
[Hook]
I'm losing my mind when I rhyme
I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind
[Verse 2]
A-Yo, it's crazy how things came to be
The one on this mic is me, the pain goes right to my mind
I hate myself for everyday i didn't unwind, i never showed no sign, I wish I could do something new
All the time I think of you, its making me want to puke
I don't wanna here my name that's the f**ing truth
I hate you, I don't love you, see the pain you put me through
I wanna piss on the game and probably a number two
I wanna see you die cause I died too
I'm suffering I'm stuck with you, why I don't need you
I went through the same god damn thing, it's time I quit you
I can't believe I even want to write this rap sh** I quit dude
[Bridge]
I want you to be there when I need a friend
What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me
I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same
Life is so hard and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard
[Hook]
I'm losing my mind when I rhyme
I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind
[Verse 3]
I'm talking to you
You're not talking to me
I don't like you
You're history
You're giving me, misery
I never pictured this and it's k**ing me
Inside it's drilling me, I'm thinking this is it for me
This is why I write, this is why I rhyme, all the time, all these words I can combine
My brain is aching, my mind is shaking, and my soul is breaking
And it's f**ing crushing me
I'm still gonna rap never stop
Are you gonna hear me out?
I still close my eyes, and think about suicide, I'm dead inside
You're so far from me, it's been rough for me
I miss how rap use to be
This is what it done to me
[Bridge]
I want you to be there when I need a friend
What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me
I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same
Life is so hard, and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard
[Hook] (3)
I'm losing my mind when I rhyme
I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind
[Bridge]
I want you to be there when I need a friend
What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me
I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same
Life is so hard and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard