Justafied - Losing My Mind (Remix) lyrics

[Hook] I'm losing my mind when I rhyme I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind [Verse 1] I lost you now I'm feeling trapped, you was my life now you're gone rap I just wish you would come back, and stop like that You was my legacy, now you're hurting me I don't deserve the sh** I gotta be, the curse I gotta see But even worse it's hard to see These words I'm saying The rhythm I'm explaining Its insane and Life's a b**h, i am not rich and, I hate this life I'm living in Did I grow up I don't remember this, do you remember when I first started, I had to keep practising, still now I'm saying [Bridge] I want you to be there when I need a friend What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same Life is so hard and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard [Hook] I'm losing my mind when I rhyme I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind [Verse 2] A-Yo, it's crazy how things came to be The one on this mic is me, the pain goes right to my mind I hate myself for everyday i didn't unwind, i never showed no sign, I wish I could do something new All the time I think of you, its making me want to puke I don't wanna here my name that's the f**ing truth I hate you, I don't love you, see the pain you put me through I wanna piss on the game and probably a number two I wanna see you die cause I died too I'm suffering I'm stuck with you, why I don't need you I went through the same god damn thing, it's time I quit you I can't believe I even want to write this rap sh** I quit dude [Bridge] I want you to be there when I need a friend What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same Life is so hard and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard [Hook] I'm losing my mind when I rhyme I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind [Verse 3] I'm talking to you You're not talking to me I don't like you You're history You're giving me, misery I never pictured this and it's k**ing me Inside it's drilling me, I'm thinking this is it for me This is why I write, this is why I rhyme, all the time, all these words I can combine My brain is aching, my mind is shaking, and my soul is breaking And it's f**ing crushing me I'm still gonna rap never stop Are you gonna hear me out? I still close my eyes, and think about suicide, I'm dead inside You're so far from me, it's been rough for me I miss how rap use to be This is what it done to me [Bridge] I want you to be there when I need a friend What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same Life is so hard, and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard [Hook] (3) I'm losing my mind when I rhyme I'm losing my mind 20 times, I'm losing my mind all the time, and I'm sitting here with a lost mind [Bridge] I want you to be there when I need a friend What you think this is pretend, you're hurting me, when I'm rapping to me I don't wanna feel the pain, I always felt the same Life is so hard and its so dark, I need you rap to be my guard