I told myself i wouldn't write a song on that hurt sh**/
About that dirt sh**, let it go at the end of the show wouldn't open close curtains/
I been burnt since like a broad that done left her perm in/
Way too long i do push ups i ain't too strong i been flirtin/
With purple haze and its too strong, adderall been up too long/
We used to lay on that futon argue back and forth about who wrong/
When we spilt, you still let me hit whenever your dude gone/
Like i own that never thought that you could just move on/
From them late nights, great nights sparks sent from them fake fights/
Shark n***as them great whites tryna take mines betta think twice/
But I mustve been mistaken about my lover missy/
I ain't perfect but did you have to f** with my brother/
Like of n***as why him, was the dick good did it even slide in/
I ain't f** good so youd rather ride him, i look just like'em man you f**in my twin/
And im stuck sittin with a f**in violin/
Tell a joke and use my stories as your punchline i got sunshine in a bag thats good for one time for the one time i got one line/
I told myself i wouldn't write a song on that hurt sh**/
About that dirt sh**, about big bro and how all of my life i looked at you as perfect/
I mean, like i was so certain you were the image of what i was searching/
To become but you ain't the same person, now you ain't worth sh**/
Im still hurting and some nights i dont get no sleep/
Im still worthless i been outside in the street/
Vegetable merchant i made lettuce of of them beats/
Almost certain thats why you dont f** with me like what did i did/
How am i wrong by continuing something that both of us started/
You should be happy im k**ing these rappers lets all bow our heads for the dearly departed/
You never listened since i started sh**ting maybe i was better off holding it in/
Lets face it im cancer on beats and since when has a n***a just k**ing sh** ever been sin/
Im on my knees again like hey my lord its me again/
Constant coversations with Gods i been stopped believin in/
How you want me throwing towels and expect for me to win/
All this work in vain (vein) how long till i start stickin needles in/
Im on d** now, im on d** now and they help me make these beats/
Imma be better youll finally listen ill finally be able to get to sleep/
Maybe whenever i call you would silence the ringing instead of the sound of the beep/
And tell me your proud of my progress and hope i get better all that sh** you say in my dreams/
And in my dreams I'll wear a crown they'll call me king/
I'll talk my sh** I'll build my team and be that/
Mogul on the screen but until that time/
Tell a joke and use my stories as your punchline/
I've got sunshine in a bag that's good for one time for the one time/
I've got one line like/