Verse 1-
Even through the darkest times I see a light shinning
I feel like I died in my sleep but can't escape this dream so I keep smiling
This world keeps turning, I keep flying like a bird with no designing just looking for the answer to life
Am I the god or the antichrist?
All I know is I was born on a planet
Where nobody planned it or even know how it started
I need an understanding on why we all leave in a casket
And why I use this rapping as a bandage to show how I'm feeling
Every verse I wrote on this sh** I'm high as ceiling
I'm feeling like Dilla while I'm straight chilling on a beat
And all I'm spitting straight crack for this rap sh** I'ma fiend
So that means its a f**ing need
Demons dealing the greed
Feeling all on my sleeve that's cause of a couple of freaks
And I don't know what I want, they think they know what I need
But how could anybody know that other than me?
God damn not even god him damn self could tell me who Imma be
And that's only if hes even a real thing
But its more than just the heat that melts the snow and greens the leaves
Or hey maybe its all just one big dream
Hook-
And who's to say that a dreams not reality?
Got no sanity but every ones a casualty
And me I'm tryna forget gravity and one day fly away
But me i just don't know how to slow down
When you living with no breaks in this ice cold town
You know the same one I'm tryna get out
Me I'm tryna get up somewhere in the clouds